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JackieDing is my name, fifteen years old since 4/15/2009. Studied in S.M.J.K Sam Tet.
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Thursday, January 7, 2010, 8:49 AM
Like the Touch of Rain
I think some of my friends that knewing my news recently would worry about my well-being . The answer is. NO , i won't be fine after losing someone that i used to love so much in my life. If I could leave behind this hurt I feel I'd take the chance and run but no. I'd love you still ;( the memories we made I’ll forever hold on into my mind. i don't care what am i meant to you , but you're sincerely meant everythings to me. Btw, i know you have no chance to read this cause you never know i have a blog. i'm just finding some way to express my feelings.
After the breakup , i din't even find some different ways to satisfy myself like smoking or whatever things that hurting my ownbody. doen'st mean that i had put down. but since i had promised you i won't do it again, i still wanted to achieve the promise between you & I .
i admited. Our relation is holy crapping suffer. We used to argue always just because of my UNACCEPTABLE attitude. but for me , i wont want to break because i'm still loving you and without you my life is meaningless. it would be suffer more than that.
I know I fought with you without any reason
I know I used bitter words for you
I know I used to lie you always
I know I hurted your feelings
I know I didn't believe you as my partner
I know I didn't value your love to me
I have realized all my mistakes that I made
also i've realized life without you would be so hard.
i miss you , and so i ♥ you. forever & ever as i can .
also i've realized life without you would be so hard.
i miss you , and so i ♥ you. forever & ever as i can .